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MY TOILET

this is because the bulb is blown
and we didn't tell the dad.
and when we did,
he commented......" Why your toilet's bulb blow so fast wannn? How many times already arh??"
actually the bulb blown twice only. that, to him consider so many times cause his toilet bulb hasn't blown yet. or maybe only once
-.-

not sure when will it be changed.
till then, candles, please come out.

not emo enough

i think, i should stop eating outside. or maybe i should just eat at mamak for the rest of my life or, those wai sek kai. -.-

since, ive no idea when, different places i go to eat seems to be playing the SAME songs, EMO ones, and its irritating me. maybe cause, im not emo enough for them. ):

i'll never break your heart - BSB
back at one - bryan mcknight
utada hikaru - first love
because of you - kelly clarkson
drowning-bsb
fall for you - secondhand serenade
this i promise you - nsync
incomplete - bsb
you are not alone. mj -.-
some mariah's song
sighh..n others i can't seem to remember.

just when i had enough from those places i go and eat, the security guard at my place started to play EMO SONGS AS WELL and yes from the above mentioned as well. why did we ever choose the unit nearest to the guard house????? ):

i guess maybe once in a while is ALRIGHT to be emo. or not. hahaha. whatever.

...

the weather is to be blame for my cranky-ness o.O

its almost nine and the house is so quiet cause everyone's sleeping. -.- WHY AM I FREAKING AWAKE??? ):

im having mental blockage. shall post something laters.

disappointed

i was going on with life. yet again. then. shit happened. again.

i guess that's what life is all about.....?
when things are getting better, something comes around.again
either u get low down or strive to rise above it all.
i HATE it because it comes like its haunting me every time when things gets better.
maybe i don't want things to get better afterall so i wont get 'haunted' by 'bad stuffs'

i want this week to be better cause
weekend was crappy
i felt crappy
i looked like crap
i have a pimple. -.-
i had loadsa news which i hated hearing
i had to face certain people i hated facing
i had to deal with certain stuffs

BUT the best of it all was to go for practise to play for a small choir group. (:
ahhh those were the days.
i miss much
it was alotta fun
with loasdsa crap
and jokes
and lameness
and randomness
and making fun of others mistakes
and laughter
and no stress, okay a lil la. haha
and...just plain fun
(:

christmas, a season of light

of love and relationships

been comtemplating to post this.or not because
- im no expert
- im noob and hopeless at this. *stares at someone* :P

- i don't have answers to anything
- i just....suck at it. 

anyways, this week has been really about this topic. oh well, on and off la.
i drove my mum to a friend's house. apparently she has some last stage of cancer. they were talking about, everything under the sun and suddenly she went like, " Everyday i have to say 'I'm sorry' and ' Thank you' to my hubby because i feel like i'm a burden to him and the family" then a question was asked, " would u have done the same thing if it was the other way around?" 
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dead silence followed by streaming of tears down her face.

2 things can only answer.
either she would have left him or......she would have done what he's doing for her now.
*in sickness and in health*

another friend, going thru some problems with her other half and suddenly told me..

" Don't marry a guy whom is self-centered and don't bother whatever that's happening. SURE SUFFER WANNN"

i replied, " Okayy"

MAKE SURE OKAYYY. IF NOT SUFFER ARHHHH

ahhh...yes yes yes. sighhh

a person i know is pretty tall * reminds me of Peks. (: 
anyway, finally met her bf and he's.....a lil taller than her. i was thinking, " awwwwwwwww poor thing she can't wear heals. no wonder she wore flats today."
and...
my mum went like. " awwwwwwwwwwww can't wear high heels. "
is this a mother-daughter thing? hahahahahhahaha

anyways,  i guess when it comes to love, we tend to overlook every single weakness in the person. yes? no? i really don't know.

and then when we're in deep shit with the person, we tend to pin point at every single problem there is with the person. i mean seriously. how can someone tells me this?
"oh if he can't cook for himself, that's his problem. I've bought like noodles, rice, meat, eggs, veg, etc, etc. everything's in the house. if he really didn't cook for himself then im not bothered anyways. don't eat one meal wont die as well. "

whatttt???????????? i was seriously luffing in my heart but i bet she regretted it after blurting everything.

so yeah i also kinda forgot why i intentionally started writting this.


but yeah, just yesterday i was reading what peks posted. real story or not, is still happening in someone's life somewhere. it was a mixed of a series of unfortunate events + P.S. I love you kinda story. go figure that out. hahaha
i guess bottom line...

 – DO NOT EVER HOLD ON TO OFFENCES!!! and to cherish who you have and who you are. (:

and no, after writting this, I'm still no expert in it. just some thoughts. (:

 Well, if that's love
It comes at much too high a cost

an award

people should get some award for putting up with my nonsense.

:)

with you there's always...

so what you doing now?

okayy

hmmmm

nevermind

haha

hehe

i see

so what you doing now? (again)

sorry

awwwww

and (: and ):

so what you going to do later?

come lets go

poor thing

just asking if can

you okay anot?

and loads more
hahahaha
anyway, you are one whom should get an award for putting up with my nonsense. (:

yesterday.night.
me : *complaining+whinning*
mum : uve responsibilities already la. like small girl only.
dad : of course la small girl. 22 only...*walks away...*
me : ...............................................................................................

so what's the age not to be a small girl??? hahahaha

the koi is super fat

i.was.melting.yesterday.

and every other day when there's no rain

):

after sticking the whole book with the stickers

my jeans kena paint.

no apology but...

" hahahahahaha so fuunnnyyyy"

-.-

i needdd more ice-creammm.

(:

brain dead

driving around with jam is...frustrating. much worst, only in malaysia do we encounter 'le super cool awesome' drivers who cut lanes and honks and stare at u, and smile at u and....whatever. lol

weekend passed like super quick.

filled with my nonsense and pms and smiles and yeah and u and listening to giler killer high songs and driving around and being aimless and eating and yadi yada.

me is in a love hate relationship. o.O oh yeah. it sucks.
pms loves bugging me and i totally HATE it.

(:

everyone's talking about new moon. :) i bet the book will still be better than the movie. o.O

 rawrrrr bite me bite me!! haha

actually kan, what if there're really vampires and werewolves. and like my boyfriend's the vampire and i have a werewolf best guy friend. hmmmmmm. seriously freaky but a whole lotta FUN with adventures in the boring lil place. hahahaa. 

i know im kinda outta my mind at the moment. ):

hah. princess and the frog.

just one kiss?

oh yeah, unless u ask for more..

WHAT FREAKY NONSENSE??? AHAHHA

oh oh, this album's nice! arrangement of music.nice.me.likey.

gonna get more christmas cd's

actually, ive quite a number but...

i'll add to the collection! (:

merry berry christmas.! a lil early but nvm.
too hot for christmas now

i had to..

post this.. ?
 pls don't kill me. hahahahaha

bridggyshiu

  

oh how i miss you so (: about 23 hours ago from web


pwetty girl
@bridggyshiu i know u miss me alot! nvm, lets meet at sls this sun! :) about 23 hours ago from web in reply to bridggyshiu


bridggyshiu
@pwetty girl fav preacher coming to you this sun with a special msg, get married soon! (: about 23 hours ago from web in reply to pretty girl



pretty girl
@bridggyshiu haha. very funny bridget! about 22 hours ago from web in reply to bridggyshiu


NO PRESSURE SHANLYN. :D
i told ben you bought a house and he went like... " wah getting married already? so fast?? "


HAHA


:)

*edited liauuuu. :)

it has been raining and..

i've been eating ice-cream

or ice-blended drinks

:)

hah. can't get it here. :P

i miss Korea.

:(

READ THIS U BLACK VIOS. I CLAMP UR CAR THEN U KNOW!

:P

owh oh, since i saw pics i took in korea, im craving for korean bbq. :( hahah

A Christmas Carol

it.was.good. written by Charles Dickens. i just found, that ive the book at home! -.-
Jim Carrey. what do u expect?

i love the christmas past. he is awesome! hahahahaha go watch!

oh what was not good was aunties sitting next to me talking about FB and why her daughter didn't add her, her friends don't send her gifts, how awesome to play Farmville, how nice and expensive the watch she wants to buy. aunties. hahah.

i.dont.know.whats.with.the huge smile. lol

he called me short -.-

thanks ben ben! (: