feels good

a) to laze at home in the morning b) trying not to think about anything stupid c) laze, laze, laze....

roads these past weeks has been crazy, mad, hectic = stupid jam.

 

been wrapping hampers

not for cny

but for an InterChurch game event.

 

failed suicidal attempt

no one can comprehend how i could cut myself with the gunting while making ribbons for hampers. neither could i.lol

the usual early reunion dinner on me mum side. we didn't travel this time all the way to Seremban. the best thing about being the eldest cousin is that u can boss around BUT u can't be the first to eat. WTH!

 

what they do best after dinner

ALMOST perfect pic of all the cousins

go figure what's this.

i had to eat it btw.

so not in the mood for cny. or any occasion for that matter. something's wrong with me. gah. whateverrrr.

and i found there is no other like you

you are all that i need

pillow fight.

seriously, i hate those pillow fight thingy in fb. and those send bear hugs yadi yada. i'd rather play...the real pillow fight and get a real bear hug. (: that would be better kan?

another kindie teacher had gone 'home'. my ever1st kindie teacher. ): this is the second teacher that, i'd rather remember her from me memory and photos than to see her in the casket. it's really a shock and, i guess im still not over it yet. she passed on from high blood preasure and heart attack ):
my 6 year old teacher's passing about 4 years back was also a shock.

and my mum had to ask me if i wanted to see her for the last time. i'd probably cry my eyeballs out cause im very attached with all the teachers since i practically spent my childhood years there since my mum was teaching there as well. and i always kacau them and be their model for choosing concert costumes. and of course, me is loved. hahaha

at events like these, u somehow find alotta long distance relatives. yes, im not blood related to my teacher but somehow i am. :S

i was mostly talking with ben's godbrother during the wake. kinda scary talking to him cause he took psycology :p its like he can read my mind and tell me im superbly tired. fine, the latter was really obvious. we went on talking about how the many people were put to rest and he wanted to bring me to Semenyih Memorial to feel the TRANQUILITY there!!!!!!! WHAT FREAK NONSENSE IS THAT???????

NO WAY IN THE NEAR FUTURE AM I GONNA SIT IN UR CAR REUBEN LAU KAH JUNN!!!

im so going to climb Mount KK real soon. anyone wanna join me??? (:

talented?no?

crazily hot.

i realised i talk alot about the weather and food.
thisissocrappy.

i realised i change my profession easily. -.-  from teaching to professional babysitter? to driver to catering to hamper wrappings to musician and to..um the list goes on.

someone told me that its kinda good to be talented BUT there's something wrong with talented people. something bad. ): is that they are people who does not focus well. D:

die

lol and no, im not complaning to why's i have to do those things mentioned above. i likes helping aroundzzz. D:

the pain at my waist isn't getting any better. time to put those shoes to good use. hopefully.

can anybody

find me somebody to love..?

arghhhhhhh

been listening to Ben's techno, R&B, hiphop remix wayyyyyyyyyyyyy earlyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy in the morninggggggggggggggggggggggggg

seriously, its that bad that u just want to whack him.o.O

was at mamak earlier and i sat at a place where this fat man ALWAYS sits. when he came i got scared. cause...a)i was sitting at his place b)he's bigger size than me and IF he whack me, im sure to fly.-_-

okayfine. he didn't whack me but sat next to me. D:


ps, ive nothing against fat people okayy
cause me is fat too. lol

 

 bloody 'ai'

been watching alotta smallville. fine, i always don't get to see the full episodes that's why i keep watching them over and over  and over and over and over again. imagine watching it......4hours straight. fuh. me wants.me likes.
me wants watch one tree hill overs and overs and overs and overs

just don't bother bout the overused 's' i just likes it today (:

apple...

My good friend has been spamming twitter cause of mac's new launch on iPad. Irritating much but he's sorta related to me thru ben. Grrr. Lol

So there's iPhone.
iPad
iWant
iNeed
iSleep
iHungry
iDrink
iBite
iRawr

this post is ss only. Pun intended.

the wedding

so like finally, but there's not much anyways.

*waiter comes and refill, again*

eh how many glasses already..?

still ONE!

D:

i thought these were for us....but nope.

they look so preeeeetttyyyyyy

shanlyn! u must haf these okayy!:D

we had these instead. ):

overall the food was.....good. no time to take pics cause busy eating and sociallizing, like really one. but nocute/hot guys there.crap.lol

this was what Ben was doing in the morning the day of the wedding.

i know its so thick right? no idea how he studies just for SAT.

of what nots

had a random last minute dinner with my aunt's family on sunday.

learnt that, 1) my cousin actually brought her book to study cause she had exam the next day.2) the other one forgot to bring. 3)Ben and both cousins mentioned earlier had earphones stuck to their ears.4) we almost ate a wrong prawn dish ( which was better cause that prawn was de-shelled ) 5) the youngest cousin actually did the peace 'V' sign when he told us he doesn't need to take UPSR. 6) the other cousin........acts blur. i repeat, ACTS blur. he's really good in talking. can debate with you like...wow..7)my cousin can actually create zebra stripes on his shirt with a cup of cold chinese tea. go figure how.:P 8) i seriously think it was cool that icould just pinch their cheeks when they were babies

at times,i just feel its unfair in life where we can't just tembak an answer. ):